Oct 13, 2026 · 1 hr 34 min · 15 segments
Send us Fan Mail CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses childhood sexual abuse, grooming, drugs and trauma. This is one of the most powerful…
Cullan MaisHost
I've got Willie in the background as well who's, uh, got some pretty impressive transformations.
Yeah, so I used to binge on drugs, then binge on food, 'cause you know you don't eat for however long.
So I've-- my weight has always been up and down, up and down, up and down, and I've always used something to mask how I'm feeling.
But since and after and during, um, my therapy, started to notice I wasn't needing to have that binging thing.
Um, and that was like, "Oh, this is weird." Like, "This is strange." But then I started to learn that because I'm letting this all out and letting go, healing from it, I don't need to abuse my body with drink, with drugs, with food, any of that.
And now I have the ability to help other women that have food problems, you know, with training.

I've got Willie in the background as well who's, uh, got some pretty impressive transformations.
Yeah, so I used to binge on drugs, then binge on food, 'cause you know you don't eat for however long.
So I've-- my weight has always been up and down, up and down, up and down, and I've always used something to mask how I'm feeling.
But since and after and during, um, my therapy, started to notice I wasn't needing to have that binging thing.
Um, and that was like, "Oh, this is weird." Like, "This is strange." But then I started to learn that because I'm letting this all out and letting go, healing from it, I don't need to abuse my body with drink, with drugs, with food, any of that.
And now I have the ability to help other women that have food problems, you know, with training.
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