The Loneliness After Training
The hardest adjustment was coming home alone
Ofa HelotuHost
Semisi TelefoniHost
Third of all, we didn't have the communications that we have today back in 2016.

But also, playing-wise, when I went back and I started still watching NPC games and Super Games, I'm like, shit.

What would happen if I stayed back and listened to my dad and give it another crack? But that was basically it.

But what really hurt me the most of all, and I always tell my missus about this, is always coming back from training from Dijon, because they train in the evenings, coming to an empty house.

Even now, when no one's at home and I'm eating at home, bro, I just get that really...

Bad feeling, not bad feeling, but like the anxiety of, oh man, I'm Beckham Dijon, I'm eating by myself.

Third of all, we didn't have the communications that we have today back in 2016.

But also, playing-wise, when I went back and I started still watching NPC games and Super Games, I'm like, shit.

What would happen if I stayed back and listened to my dad and give it another crack? But that was basically it.

But what really hurt me the most of all, and I always tell my missus about this, is always coming back from training from Dijon, because they train in the evenings, coming to an empty house.

Even now, when no one's at home and I'm eating at home, bro, I just get that really...

Bad feeling, not bad feeling, but like the anxiety of, oh man, I'm Beckham Dijon, I'm eating by myself.
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The Loneliness After Training
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