System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Aug 24, 2026 · 33 min · 13 segments
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I also apologize 'cause I plumb wore myself out.
I, I hear the train all the time, and I told them and I told them over and over again, "Since Ivy and I roam, we might as well get to know her," and I wanna do it, but we are so scared.
But last year we learned how to walk to the eagle shop, and we learned how to walk to the library, and we learned all the parks and the forests.
And then last year, we drived to the therapist in person, and that was terrifying 'cause the car driving and all the other cars driving, and I just think, "Oh, this is a bad idea." Plus, we have to find parking, and we have to pay for parking.
Then we have to find the car again, and all that takes so much time, like two hours there, two hours back, try to, try to get to the city.
Another hour or two there, back, all the things are just car, car, car, drive, drive, drive.
Nothing even, nothing even fun happening, just sitting there on my butt.
I could do that at home.
But if you're on a train, there are adventures.
There are new things to see outside.
You don't have to be responsible for driving.
The lil's and lil's can be sneaking out, peeking.
You can get hot dog.
You can get popcorn.
You got snow cone.
You can also get, like, things to do.
And a train is adventure if you never did it.
And now I see at the train station it's so beautiful.
Like a museum.
I don't know why are all of them...
Man, oh, man, I'm so wore out.
I don't know why all of them are so fancy.
And now, I don't even know what this is called, the Marble Hall of Fame.
And I see they have these windows that kind of look like ship windows.
I also apologize 'cause I plumb wore myself out.
I, I hear the train all the time, and I told them and I told them over and over again, "Since Ivy and I roam, we might as well get to know her," and I wanna do it, but we are so scared.
But last year we learned how to walk to the eagle shop, and we learned how to walk to the library, and we learned all the parks and the forests.
And then last year, we drived to the therapist in person, and that was terrifying 'cause the car driving and all the other cars driving, and I just think, "Oh, this is a bad idea." Plus, we have to find parking, and we have to pay for parking.
Then we have to find the car again, and all that takes so much time, like two hours there, two hours back, try to, try to get to the city.
Another hour or two there, back, all the things are just car, car, car, drive, drive, drive.
Nothing even, nothing even fun happening, just sitting there on my butt.
I could do that at home.
But if you're on a train, there are adventures.
There are new things to see outside.
You don't have to be responsible for driving.
The lil's and lil's can be sneaking out, peeking.
You can get hot dog.
You can get popcorn.
You got snow cone.
You can also get, like, things to do.
And a train is adventure if you never did it.
And now I see at the train station it's so beautiful.
Like a museum.
I don't know why are all of them...
Man, oh, man, I'm so wore out.
I don't know why all of them are so fancy.
And now, I don't even know what this is called, the Marble Hall of Fame.
And I see they have these windows that kind of look like ship windows.
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