Something Heavy: A Memoir on Childhood Trauma and Complex PTSD
Jun 14, 2026 · 16 min · 11 segments
Hello world... This chapter is about me losing my patience with long time friends and how my growth the last year and a half has led me to start questioning why I maintain certain friendships with…
And I know I did a very early episode about friendships and how I kind of...
They overstay their welcome with me, and I just let it happen.
And so, I went in wanting to discuss with her, and I had weeks to think about it, and some things were bugging me.
Like...
And it's like, and the one thing she asked me, the first thing she asked me, she's like, "I need to know what a friend is to you." Like, w- 'cause you have an abundance of friends, as many people who listen to this episode or these episodes, this podcast, whatever.
I get told a lot, "You have too many friends." And I do.
I have a lot of friends, 'cause I don't know how to let friendships die.
And we're gonna discuss that a little bit later.
But there's also tiers.
There's tier one, tier two, whatever.
Like, some people are acquaintances.
Well, I just, it's easier to say friends than acquaintances.
And I know I did a very early episode about friendships and how I kind of...
They overstay their welcome with me, and I just let it happen.
And so, I went in wanting to discuss with her, and I had weeks to think about it, and some things were bugging me.
Like...
And it's like, and the one thing she asked me, the first thing she asked me, she's like, "I need to know what a friend is to you." Like, w- 'cause you have an abundance of friends, as many people who listen to this episode or these episodes, this podcast, whatever.
I get told a lot, "You have too many friends." And I do.
I have a lot of friends, 'cause I don't know how to let friendships die.
And we're gonna discuss that a little bit later.
But there's also tiers.
There's tier one, tier two, whatever.
Like, some people are acquaintances.
Well, I just, it's easier to say friends than acquaintances.
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