Episode 893 – The Shadow of Gene Key 63: Doubt

This is the foundation of knowledge, believe it or not.

And I'm not talking about information or data.

I'm talking about experienced knowledge.

And at its very core, it means to not get used, but love change.

When we are afraid of change, we doubt, and that is the shadow of that energy.

But when we understand that all there is, is change, that life is change, that God is change, that we are change, that everything is change, and learn to live within constant change, never-ending change, infinite change, then we move, we start moving the energy, and it transforms into inquiry, and it becomes truth.

Truth is embodied knowledge.

It-- truth is knowledge.

And when I mean by knowledge, I don't mean information.

I mean experience that has become truth, and that's all the way to the city.

But in order to get there, we have to fall in love with change, [lips smack] and that is, um, that is pretty much everybody's journey in some degree.

That's why I keep saying all of these jinkis belong to everybody because we have all these experiences.

It is mastering a skill, choosing a destiny, choosing a path, and then finding yourself halfway through.

And this is because of that sacred wound, we find ourselves halfway through doubting.

"Is it gonna happen? Am I gonna make it? Am I good enough?" Right? I'm going-- we're going to the root.

"I, I'm not good enough.

I'm not worthy of love." And so because we're programming the universe with every point of attention, this doubt becomes its manifested, uh, destiny.

So it all-- the-- thank God, [chuckles] thank God or thank time if you wanna s-single it out of what it is.

Thank time that your attention wavers, and then it creates a little bit of reality, which comes out as a little bit of an obstacle.

But it doesn't end because there is no end.

It doesn't end your dream or your timeline.

So we doubt, and we fall, and things get rough for a little bit.

But as soon as we refocus, then we shift timelines again.

We're back on track.

So it's a skill, just like everything else, to be able to hold the timeline, hold the focus, hold the attention.