Aug 19, 2026 · 1 hr 3 min · 12 segments
A conversation about Suzie's spiritual journey and navigating the crossroads. Suzie's website…
Yeah.
Well, I'll start from what I was told as a child.
Before my siblings were born and brought into this world, I was told that I had a lot of conversations with nobody.
And, you know, we all have our little imaginary friends, but I was having full on adult conversations, freaked out, you know, my grandmother, you know, and coming from a an organized religion is what I was born into.
I was born and raised Catholic.
So that was very worrisome.
to, to the family.
And I, I suppose a lot of it was as I was growing up, I would always sneak off.
I love to read.
And so my mom would always take myself and my sisters to Barnes and Noble or the library, like go, go find a book.
Cause that's what we're going to be doing.
Right.
And I would always sneak off because I wanted to know what my dreams meant.
What does it mean when I dream this? And then my horoscope, you know, because growing up, you know, if you were brought up in organized religion in that sense, like all of that is evil.
Don't even do it.
Don't look at it, right? But...
I was very curious.
You were raw
I was raw dogging it, man.
And I tell my listeners and I tell my students, the thing is, is I knew I needed to move on, but I was so upset by being the doormat that I allowed people to do to me, right? Because I'm just so nice and Susie would never, I just ask her, she always says yes, but the ego got in the way, right? And so anyway, fast forward, I was like, I need to leave.
The way that the universe, God, angels, whatever, my higher self, I really feel this is my higher self, was just like smacking me in the face with all these signs.
Yeah.
Well, I'll start from what I was told as a child.
Before my siblings were born and brought into this world, I was told that I had a lot of conversations with nobody.
And, you know, we all have our little imaginary friends, but I was having full on adult conversations, freaked out, you know, my grandmother, you know, and coming from a an organized religion is what I was born into.
I was born and raised Catholic.
So that was very worrisome.
to, to the family.
And I, I suppose a lot of it was as I was growing up, I would always sneak off.
I love to read.
And so my mom would always take myself and my sisters to Barnes and Noble or the library, like go, go find a book.
Cause that's what we're going to be doing.
Right.
And I would always sneak off because I wanted to know what my dreams meant.
What does it mean when I dream this? And then my horoscope, you know, because growing up, you know, if you were brought up in organized religion in that sense, like all of that is evil.
Don't even do it.
Don't look at it, right? But...
I was very curious.
You were raw
I was raw dogging it, man.
And I tell my listeners and I tell my students, the thing is, is I knew I needed to move on, but I was so upset by being the doormat that I allowed people to do to me, right? Because I'm just so nice and Susie would never, I just ask her, she always says yes, but the ego got in the way, right? And so anyway, fast forward, I was like, I need to leave.
The way that the universe, God, angels, whatever, my higher self, I really feel this is my higher self, was just like smacking me in the face with all these signs.
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