Remix: How Kate del Castillo Built (and Rebuilt) Her Life

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That's one thing.

And the other thing is that we are alone in this world.

You know, we are alone and we cannot make it through by ourselves in so many ways.

And we need to seek out for help when we need it.

It's the same thing happened when I was married to my first husband.

And all this domestic violence went on.

And you think you're in a tunnel with no light at the end of the tunnel because you don't see you.

You're not able to see the light.

But it's always there.

It's always there.

It's just you're so into the thing that you think there's no other option but to either to kill him or to die yourself, you know, because there's no other way out.

That's how bad it is when you're in a situation like that.

And there's nothing wrong, by the way, by asking for help.

And I thought that I could do it by myself and I couldn't.

How did you find the light?

I found the light when I saw myself one day in the mirror.

I saw myself ugly, like I didn't recognize myself in the mirror.

I saw myself not only ugly, but much older, so unhappy, and so not me, not being me at all, being different with people, with my parents, with my friends, with myself, just lying to myself and trying to justify this as ugly S-H-O-L-E, you know, because it was like, no, no, no, he's okay.

Probably he is an alcoholic or probably he is just this and that.

No, he's a, you know, that's what he is.

That's the real, you know, but I promised myself never to see myself in the mirror and see that woman there because that was not me.

I didn't recognize me.

That was the day that I left.

much more.

That's one thing.

And the other thing is that we are alone in this world.

You know, we are alone and we cannot make it through by ourselves in so many ways.

And we need to seek out for help when we need it.

It's the same thing happened when I was married to my first husband.

And all this domestic violence went on.

And you think you're in a tunnel with no light at the end of the tunnel because you don't see you.

You're not able to see the light.

But it's always there.

It's always there.

It's just you're so into the thing that you think there's no other option but to either to kill him or to die yourself, you know, because there's no other way out.

That's how bad it is when you're in a situation like that.

And there's nothing wrong, by the way, by asking for help.

And I thought that I could do it by myself and I couldn't.

How did you find the light?

I found the light when I saw myself one day in the mirror.

I saw myself ugly, like I didn't recognize myself in the mirror.

I saw myself not only ugly, but much older, so unhappy, and so not me, not being me at all, being different with people, with my parents, with my friends, with myself, just lying to myself and trying to justify this as ugly S-H-O-L-E, you know, because it was like, no, no, no, he's okay.

Probably he is an alcoholic or probably he is just this and that.

No, he's a, you know, that's what he is.

That's the real, you know, but I promised myself never to see myself in the mirror and see that woman there because that was not me.

I didn't recognize me.

That was the day that I left.