I need to deal with people who are in touch with reality not insanity

Um, up and downs, you know, it happens, you know.

Creativity is influenced by, uh , I had somebody say they'll never forgive me or forget what I said, and I'm like, "I don't even know who they are." You know, I'm like, they kept calling me this and that.

You know, I, you know, s- you know, I kept listening to stuff that just didn't make sense.

You know, when someone kept lying, making up lies that I went to remedial school, or making up lies that I was living in New York State, or I was gonna be hospitalized.

I mean, when you listen to that, like, constantly, I got tired of listening to it, and I just like, "Come on, stop." But creativity helps me deal with it.

I wrote songs about it.

It's on my ASCAP account, you know, songs.

I haven't, I'm not, I don't know if I'm gonna release it.

Using my voice and using my, um, my, my melody in the head, and I use ke- the keyboard.

Like, I wrote songs about, you know, delusional sayings like, I went to remedial school.

I never been to no remedial school.

And they even thought I was going to special ed.

I'm like, why does, I'm talking about these crazy naysayers or, or mentally ill people.

Law school is advanced.

I have advanced degree.

I was forced to get an advanced degree because my dream in Hollywood to make a living in music industry as a songwriter and [coughs] artist haven't yet come true.

But I'm, again, again, I'm fortunate.

I appreciate being able to release my songs on a small indie label.

I appreciate that I'm still alive to make songs.

I wrote sixteen hundred something songs, you know, 'cause I, you know, I wrote so many songs.