Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse
Sep 20, 2026 · 1 hr 31 min · 21 segments
She spent years trapped in a cycle of love bombing, addiction, and violence with a man who once strangled her unconscious. Then one night, scrolling Facebook on her back porch, she watched his death…
Randin SteedGuestMacHostPhilHost
um so yeah i then i ended up marrying his friend like maybe two years, three years after he had passed away.
But it was finally like you come home, you just basically drink a whole gallon of whiskey and you smoke three joints.
That, that was my theme throughout my whole life, you know? And it was just the fact of they chose me.
So this book, Dance with the Devil, is actually about the relationship after all of
it.
That you're about to mention?
um so yeah i then i ended up marrying his friend like maybe two years, three years after he had passed away.
But it was finally like you come home, you just basically drink a whole gallon of whiskey and you smoke three joints.
That, that was my theme throughout my whole life, you know? And it was just the fact of they chose me.
So this book, Dance with the Devil, is actually about the relationship after all of
it.
That you're about to mention?
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