Sep 14, 2026 · 27 min · 10 segments
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So going back to the competition, I got a lot of questions about what's it like before stage? What's it like on stage? How do you feel after? And to be completely honest with you, I felt different.
so calm.
And I think it has to do with a couple of things.
One, I grew up performing dance.
So being a performer is something that I've done my whole life.
Secondly, now that I've been competing for a year, I haven't done that many shows, honestly, but I have done it.
I every week or every night when you're a dancer.
As a fit model, you just have to go on stage and represent your body.
You have to do a couple of poses, but it's not like crazy amount of choreography that you have to remember in your head.
So when I compare it to the dancing, doing this, it's difficult for different reasons.
Like it's a lot harder for different reasons, but the actual performance of it is simpler, let's say, even though there's so many different things you have to remember.
If you watch Jessica's competition, who just did her first ever competition, you will have noticed that there's so many things you have to keep in mind and remember when you're on stage.
And I'm still learning, like there's certain things that I forgot on stage that now looking back, I can see, oh, I need to adjust this and this and this.
But when it comes to me being nervous before stage, I actually didn't even feel nerves yesterday.
However, I did feel nerves the first times I also felt nerves in my pro debut, like at my first show.
But yesterday I didn't feel any.
I was just there to, well, my goal really was to show up and be better than I was at my last competition four months ago.
That was the goal.
The goal was to show up and see that I had been making progress, which I absolutely had.
So going back to the competition, I got a lot of questions about what's it like before stage? What's it like on stage? How do you feel after? And to be completely honest with you, I felt different.
so calm.
And I think it has to do with a couple of things.
One, I grew up performing dance.
So being a performer is something that I've done my whole life.
Secondly, now that I've been competing for a year, I haven't done that many shows, honestly, but I have done it.
I every week or every night when you're a dancer.
As a fit model, you just have to go on stage and represent your body.
You have to do a couple of poses, but it's not like crazy amount of choreography that you have to remember in your head.
So when I compare it to the dancing, doing this, it's difficult for different reasons.
Like it's a lot harder for different reasons, but the actual performance of it is simpler, let's say, even though there's so many different things you have to remember.
If you watch Jessica's competition, who just did her first ever competition, you will have noticed that there's so many things you have to keep in mind and remember when you're on stage.
And I'm still learning, like there's certain things that I forgot on stage that now looking back, I can see, oh, I need to adjust this and this and this.
But when it comes to me being nervous before stage, I actually didn't even feel nerves yesterday.
However, I did feel nerves the first times I also felt nerves in my pro debut, like at my first show.
But yesterday I didn't feel any.
I was just there to, well, my goal really was to show up and be better than I was at my last competition four months ago.
That was the goal.
The goal was to show up and see that I had been making progress, which I absolutely had.
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