Pilgrim Sees Baba and Laments

In that lot once there was a girl, a lady student.

She had come over here and she was with us.

They usually stay 21 days here.

In the three trips that they have come, different batches come.

So one of the batch had a girl there and she was here for three weeks.

And every day whenever there was the opportunity to come here, they would ask us questions and we would tell them stories about Baba and this and that.

Many things were said at that time, depending upon what they asked.

And in that was some such thing like having stressed about Being with him, seeing him, his presence is overwhelming.

It is something quite different that in his presence it is peace prevailing and this and that and all that.

You know the topic.

So while we are one story after another and another and another, so in her heart of hearts there is a great longing created.

She longs to see him just once.

She wants to have him here.

And she never tells us anything but sitting quietly and she listens and then all of a sudden she gets that longing and that longing continues.

She comes on Thursday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Monday, Sunday, like whatever it is.

At that time there were no restrictions on Wednesdays and other days, Mondays they would come here.

And one day while we are all seated over here all of a sudden Something happens to her and she begins, she is there.

What happens we don't know because we don't notice anything.

There is nothing to be noticed.

We are all sitting like this, talking about Baba and all that.

Same thing about His presence and this and that.

And the day passes by.

Another week comes, another week passed by and so forth.