Kid Yourself, He Is In Your Midst

There was a lady here some years ago and we were talking about Baba.

Baba.

Of course, the talk in this room is nothing but Baba.

Sometimes we fool about and waste our time in chocolates and sweets and all that.

But that is also about Baba, because Baba likes chocolate.

Again it turns to Baba.

All the time we are transported to Baba's presence.

That's how it goes.

So, when we were talking about it, you say, That Baba is all the time present and all that.

I said, yeah, He told us that He is.

But I can't see, do you mean to say that we should kid ourselves into believing that He is present? You know, you understand what I am saying? Kid ourselves, you know what kidding is? So I said, yeah, you have to kid yourself.

We are not going to kid ourselves that he is here.

We can't see him.

How can you kid like that? How can you believe such a thing? I said, no, you have to begin with kidding yourself that he is here.

A time will come when you will have a last laugh and say that all the time you were kidding yourself into saying that he is not here.

Now we want to kid ourselves into believing that He is here.

But when you will realize what is being said by Him, then there will be the last laugh.

And you will kid yourself by saying that, Oh, I kidded myself in believing that He is not here.

But He is always here.

It's like that.

Then when will that time come that He is here? When will it come? When will...

When we will begin to have the last laugh? That, oh, we thought that he is not here, but he is here.

How is it? Why is it that he doesn't make it possible now? Why is it? We have

to wait until he wants to.

Yeah, but why does he not want it? He wants, he is very eager about it.