quite a ways because you don't have that momentum but you finished that summer so you did the hard thing you did the exact thing you didn't want to go do you did it talk to me about the pride of finishing

yeah so To touch on what you just said, success is not linear ever.

And it really is like bamboo, but there was kind of two parts to it.

This was the first part.

The first part was when I got back out there, I remember in one of the books I was reading, I was writing out my top 10 every day.

I had this journal entry of affirmations I'd write out every day.

And I was struggling mentally.

Give me some like chapters in the last six