Yeah.

Um, in doing so I become my own idol.

Um, and for so long, uh, what, what ended up happening is, is that by the time that I got through all the way through, and I was a senior in high school, national gold medalist, I had scholarships for every country, uh, for, for every, every school in the country.

And, um, by that point I had found, and let's be honest here, women and weed.

And, um, Having put five hours a day in every day after school, I was burnt out.

All my buddies that I did gymnastics with growing up, they'd fallen off.

Everybody was younger.

Had her