Mm-hmm.

And because of my psychiatrist, it's probably because I have these books.

Because his mom, who's like 90, has read every book that I have.

Wow.

And she has seen the growth.

And when your psychiatrist can tell you and do a review, he did a review on, but under a different name.

Right.

So when you got fired, I mean, like, were you just like, fuck, dude, like, I can't get ahead? Or, I mean, were you just