[laughs]

You couldn't, you couldn't write it, really.

It's a one-off, this was.

This wasn't like I did every Friday before a game.

But it was, um...

I won't mention any other people that were kind of involved.

But, um, yeah, I did basically drink the minibar dry, and I had a bit of a night and a bit of a party in the room.

Byker Grove.

No,

I struggled.

They're a small team, Southampton, aren't they? So they come through as a kid, so they knew what I was.

They got to see me week in, week out.

So going to Chelsea, I felt...

I felt pressure, especially if you don't start off that well.

And then the fans don't get to see what you're really about.

Yeah.