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So like, on, on like 30-second clips, 'cause it's just me swearing about, about politics and about people, right? Uh, anyway, I was a bit of an asshole about the whole thing with Tesla.

I was ringing them...

I was write- re-emailing them twice a week, e-ringing them every week.

"Where is it? Where is it? What's going on? What's going on? What's going on?" Um, and they started reading some of the stuff I'd written and some of the things I was doing.

So they gave me the first consumer Powerwall 2 in the country, because I was just belligerent about getting it, right? I want it.

I want it.

And don't say you don't, 'cause you do.

You've gone through all kinds of challenges and trials, but the overall view, and I say but because it's a good kind of but, you keep accelerating up and up and up look look where you are right now from where you were 10 years ago can you kind of describe that like what that last 10-year journey looks like man

that's a that's a really good question and it's probably going to bring me to tears but i do want to say something that i learned last night and just so that we get this recorded i drop a wisdom from one of the individuals men at this group and he actually coaches men.

And so we talk about these trials and tribulations, and he loves the example of the yin and the yang.

So when you look into the pain, when you look into the darkness, you see the light, you see the white, right? And that's the wisdom, that's the transformation.

So when you look at your pain, the anger, and you truly look at it, and you don't want to go there, but you go there, and you you accept the challenge you fully embrace the darkness of your mistake in that is the light in that you find the truth in the freedom that you're searching for and i think we shove this we're not given tools especially today modern psychology we're given drugs instead of the process and the painful travailing process of looking at the darkness to find the light to find the peace and you can You see that over and over again in individuals.

And so that's just kind of a great example.

And if you stare at the light and you're happy-go-Christian life, let me challenge that, right? You're happy-go-beautiful, like LDS, right? Servants, you know, serving one another, community, this beautiful light.

So what are your thoughts on, as a non-toxic dad, on dental? What have you learned there? A