That's the challenge, I think.

And I think sometimes we're scared.

So when I first became a PT, the reason how I got not pushed into it, but that's maybe the wrong word, but I got the sack from my job very unexpectedly.

I loved the job.

I left and went back to work there and I just got basically told to, well, I did F off.

And I'm a bit like the person, like some women would have just been like, oh my God.

Well, I was like, where's my car keys? See you later.

Um, you you're just go go go constantly the whole time and but it don't you're not complaining about it you're feeling guilty like well for me personally I was feeling guilty as a mother that I wasn't that present and that I was working all the time but I was also so fucking obsessed I was just like I know where I'm going I know what I'm building I know what I'm doing I know how much of a difference I'm making in people's lives that I'm working with and that's important and I think that in order to build a business you can get you you will get to the stage of freedom and the freedom of your time and when you do you you get to be your own boss you decide when you do it but it's hard work and it's extremely it's unhealthily hard work in the early days