Can we start there? Should we start there?

Yeah.

So my journey with alcohol, I've been one of those typical people.

I'm not an alcoholic.

Can I just put that out there to your listeners? But it was always about, oh, I won't drink this week or I won't drink then.

And just that constant to-ing and fro-ing.

And I think the classic really was using it to celebrate a great day But then using it because I had a bad day and I'm thinking I only have good and bad days.

So tell me a bit about how that felt for you on the receiving end of that.