And we have this life, this amazing life through Christ, through our union with him.

So I still battle like the flag and there's, there's definitely scars and I definitely, um, you know, have my up and down days, but when I, when I minister, like, It's just, I know what it is to like, just be a channel, you know, just to be available, to just allow Jesus to use me.

And we've been seeing God, by his grace, flow through us and his love.

I've understood what true love is now, especially through the dark days that I've walked.

I think I've come to understand the mercy of God in a greater way to the point where I finally saw myself as somebody who is not lovable.

You know, I've seen, I came to a very low place and yet he is still there.

Yet he's the same.

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