I need to get back to work,

yeah.

I think at the time in COVID, all of a sudden we were forced into not working.

And the funny thing, part of that for me was being told I can't do something.

You know, my natural instinct is to work.

And I wasn't told you can't do that.

It's completely and utterly against my own nature.

Does it go in a different direction? Slightly.

I'm not sitting

here.

Yes, I did turn to drugs.

I turned to alcohol.

I turned to anything that would numb the pain.

Then over-the-counter medication doesn't work anymore because you've got so used to it.

You know, one bottle of wine doesn't work anymore, so it's two.

I know.