Um, why door to door? What, why, why'd you start? Why do you stay with it?

Yeah, I just think it's, you know, a crazy good opportunity.

Well, speaking for solar, like when I started, I was in college, like a lot of guys get recruited from college, right? And they hear this crazy money you can make.

I was a music major at the time.

I was studying music and all that.

And so I started hearing these summer opportunities where guys were making more in a summer than what I can make in a year with like a music degree.

So I'm like, OK, well, maybe I'll check this out.

Yeah.

I was...

Kind of in a fog at that point.

But later, unfortunately, Camille had an abusive situation of her own.

And she went through it.

I think she told me for like an hour or something.

And she came back to me and just said the terror that she felt in that one hour that she just felt so absolutely horrible to think about all that I had gone through.

And she was just extremely apologetic.

to be kidding me.

You just scared to even see his face at this point.

Yeah.

So that's why we were meeting in his office.

Yeah, people there.

So we had this meeting, and he would not miss a phone call or anything with me because, as I said, he was panicking.

And so I went to his office, and...

His lights were off and he was a workaholic, like he worked nonstop and that was very unusual for him.

I was...

I was...

Kind of in a fog at that point.

But later, unfortunately, Camille had an abusive situation of her own.

And she went through it, I think she told me, for like an hour or something.

And she came back to me and just said the terror that she felt in that one hour that she just felt so absolutely horrible to think about all that I had gone through.

And she was just extremely apologetic.

And... hate that she had to experience it to really recognize the terror that it that exists during those moments but she was extremely supportive and sad and um definitely forgiveness happened so but um other than that everyone was just Very supportive.

to be kidding me.

Um, Very

charismatic.

Yes, he had that knight in shining armor kind of feel to the whole thing, like being wanting to take care of me and all of that, which felt great.

And I grew up without a father.

So the whole, I could get myself into a position where having a man say he wants to take care of me is like extra love bombing for me.

Yeah, love bombing.

Yeah, just because that's something I missed in my childhood.

Cause what if you're not in control? And what if some court says that he gets to take Kennedy for even the first week? That's like a whole other aspect of it.

Very

charismatic.

Yes, he had that knight in shining armor kind of feel to the whole thing.

Like being wanting to take care of me and all of that, which felt great.

And I grew up without a father.

So the whole, I could get myself into a position where having a man say he wants to take care of me is like extra love bombing for me.

Yeah, love bombing.

Cause what if you're not in control? And what if some court says that he gets to take Kennedy for even the first week? That's like a whole other aspect of it.

He found him

attractive.

Yes, he had that knight in shining armor kind of feel to the whole thing, like wanting to take care of me and all of that, which felt great.

And I grew up without a father, so I could get myself into a position where having a man say he wants to take care of me is like extra love-bombing for me.

Yeah, love-bombing.

Yeah, just because that's something I missed in my childhood.

And so...

Cause what if you're not in control? And what if some court says that he gets to take Kennedy for even the first week? That's like a whole other aspect of it.