And if it's okay, if you can walk us back to that day and tell us what your, your day was like, and then how that unfolded for you.

It's so crazy that it's 25 years, 'cause like, the things I remember are crystal clear.

So Michael was leaving his usual time, and he kissed me goodbye.

I was in bed still, and he said, "I love you." I said, "I love you too," and he walked out of our bedroom, went to work.

I got up eventually for work and was getting ready, and I had to run to the bank first.

But right before I left, I had this urge to call him, and w- we didn't do that all the time, and I had nothing to say to him, and then I called and his office line was just a fast busy.

I thought that was weird, and we had a cell phone, which we never used.

So can you explain what art therapy is and kind of what's happening when you're creating art that's therapeutic?