you want to share a little bit about your your story a little bit and And we'll get up to your book and get kind of other questions, but the core of your story and what's it about?

So I was born into a very abusive home, physical abuse, mental abuse, verbal abuse, spiritual abuse, all of the things.

And it really propelled me into a really dark place and a really deep depression at a young age.

I would say by the time I was like 11, I had very severe depression and it was, Something because I just didn't have a safe space.

My home was not a safe space.

The church was not a safe space.

All the places where as a kid I should have been able to find refuge, I couldn't.

When you're built up to that, like, maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't.