So let's get into it.

Ketamine, 'cause a similar part of my brain was affected.

Do- dopaminergic channels are affected by illness that I had, but specifically ketamine affects the NMDA receptor in the brain.

I wrote about that in my first book and something called the rubber hand delusion.

When you're on ketamine, doctors place a rubber hand next to your real hand, and they'll circle with a feather or do various things to it and pick it with a pen.

If you're on ketamine, most peoples tend to feel themselves in that rubber hand.

They can feel the pin prick.

Anything in the files or her diaries, her journals that are about that time and rediscovering who she is?