emotional honesty.

So I was at the therapist's office and I was able to tell another human being for the first time that I was lonely and I was scared, I was tired.

And so I think, you know, God was using sort of a backdoor path to Christianity.

Like he knew I was definitely not open to church.

I had a lot of baggage around church.

Did not see it as like, I mean, I think I definitely associate with like far right politics.

And so I was definitely not open to church.

Oh, interesting.