Mm-hmm.

And then, um, you know, eventually after many, many years of escaping myself and just numbing it, um, it began, began to be clear that it wasn't a long-term solution, that I needed to find something else, but I also felt like I, I was in...

I had dug myself such a deep hole in these addictions at the time that I felt like I just needed a, a new start, essentially.

Some, some way to really commit to finding a proper way of healing instead of just numbing.

And so I booked a one-way ticket to Greece to fully commit to doing this, like a completely fresh start, somewhere I always wanted to live.

That was a big dream of mine.

So I took that big leap.

Yeah.