How was your life before Islam? Can you take us to those days?

For me, it was kind of a, a transition.

When I was around 11, 12, like start of getting into my teenage years, uh, my, my parents, they divorced, right? So that was kind of a turning point for me because now I'm living with my mother.

My father, he moved.

A lot of stability disappeared.

You know, as a boy, when you don't have a male role model, something breaks inside of you.

You feel incomplete.

Why?