What was it in you that said, "You know what? I don't wanna go this way," like something's gotta change?

Spir- spirituality.

I, I don't like to be dogmatic and wax religiosity, uh, but there's a creator.

Someone created the planet, and my entire life's journey has been to align myself with the creator of the universe.

And through prayer, uh, my Judaic value system, and just, uh, making sure that I plugged into the architect of the universe, that's how I got the power I needed-

So, um, you know, we know that Diddy now finds himself in prison, and you have said that you get no satisfaction from that.

None, none.

I, I, I would never, I would never do that to myself.

Okay.

So this is a unique experience unto itself.

The food here is delectable.

But then we'll go to the south, which is one of my favorite places.

And we'll go to Plasencia.

Unique experience.

Unique delicacies.

I didn't

The problem

was I lost my voice.

There, that confidence.

That conviction, that passion, it wasn't there.

I was beaten, I was broken.

Coming from Vietnam, rap, till you get to safety, then you realize that you're hit.

Came out with a lot of negativity.

Terms at aka.ms slash college PC.

So that's how he

is.

Right.

And so what I'm saying is fine.

When I saw that it wasn't going that way, you know, I went on my Brooklyn thing again, even in my religious phase, I went nuts and I was like, man, whatever.

But then I got to a point, I did get to a point, I'll tell you this, I went nuts on him.

And then I got to a point like around 2014, 2015, I had gone back to Belize and that's when I got into politics.

Like what would you tell the kids? Cause you know, it's still crazy stuff.

Mm-hmm.

Communicating to people, um, communicating for people.

I consider myself a voice of the people.

And then getting into politics was seamless because you're advocating for people, but in a life-changing way that's a bit different than music.

Because music is life-changing.

Yeah.

To be a critical thinker.

"Black Girl Lost." Could go into a million songs that Nas, uh, enlightened.

Yeah, yeah.

He didn't physically throw the CD, he just rolled the window up.

He just rolled the 4.6, rolled the window up and drove off.

But yeah, I think, you know, one of the reasons I wanted to do the documentary as well is for inspirational purposes.

I do feel that people can look at my life and they can draw from my life, never give up, never give in, endure, pray, and your time will come.

And I'm the poster child for your time will come and that we are invincible.

I don't feel that I'm special, even though Mace thinks that I wanted to be special and let me be special.

When did forgiveness happen for you? Like, was there a particular time when you were finally like, and I know it's for you, it's like you said, it's not that you forget, but forgiveness is necessary so you're not holding on.

And then Ray J had some things to say that were very wild.

This is the same Brandy that went on Oprah and said that she was married when she wasn't and had to go back on Oprah and apologize for lying because she felt that she had to protect her image and didn't want to be a mother out of wedlock.

So Brandy has proven that she would say whatever in order to protect whatever she thinks should be her public persona.

I have never done that.

I have no need to lie.

And the context in which I spoke about her was actually giving her flowers.

And praising her.

When did forgiveness happen for you?