Yeah.

Where is that? How do I get that? And then through a good friend of mine called Ben Afredo, he's a, a s- a singer, UK based singer, uh, house music, and he, he was a Christian all his, the life that I, I've known him.

And, um, I got in a band with him in about 2002, and I was dark, and he just led me to the light.

He just- ... started talking to me, and he started talking to me about just, uh, the biblical verses and what it meant to my life today.

And, um, and it started to feed me.

It, it fed my soul.

I had everything, and I'm so unhappy.

Okay.