And all of a sudden, I think that was

around game 30.

And don't forget, with Jamal, it was, I'm nervous about rebounding amongst everybody else.

That was what he was most good at.

Even though there was no reason, he was healthy.

He was healthy, but it was

Why is

it always, it should be so easy.

When and why did you join the Mother Army and what did you do?

Yeah, you know, I just, I joined in 2010, and I just felt like I needed to be a part of something that meant something at the time.

And, you know, I joined, I went straight to my recruiters, joined the United States Army as an infantryman, because growing up watching movies and TV, I mean, for me, what I saw as a soldier was someone who was out there fighting, and that's what I wanted to do.

And Joined then and then in 2011, April 21st, 2011, I was in the Kandahar province of Afghanistan and I ended up getting shot 10 times.

And the rest of my time in service was spent just trying to heal and trying to get back to a line unit until I was basically told that I could not go back to a line unit.

And then, you know, I've been blessed enough to be able to find music as a form of therapy from the PTSD and the depression and the anxiety.

And I, you know, I and beyond blessed and lucky enough to be able to do what I do.

I think you said that one of the reasons you went towards that was

And that's where we can kind of run into a little bit of difficulty.

You know, we were talking this morning about scripts and we talk so much about cultural scripts.

I think especially now in this day and age, how there is a lot of talk about culture molding men and women.

For me, it seems to be more geared toward women, but either way that we're told that we are culturally coached into acting and behaving certain ways.

There have been several studies done on Infants, newborns, infants, toddlers.

And there are very specific gender types of behavior that we know can't be taught.

They're innate.

And I think we have a good understanding of how... that leads to burnout how the woman feels but when we look at the male in that scenario the husband the boyfriend whatever it may be what is happening for him in this new culture that we've created