But But I could definitely see how on your side of it, especially coming from like a coach, people would have expectations and that's hard because then you, I don't know, maybe you didn't feel like this, but I would think if it was me, I would feel like I was letting people down and then I would have to turn that around.

Yeah.

And I was.

And I felt like no one's going to trust me.

No one's going to want me to be their coach anymore.

Like there was all these negative self-talk of like, especially when I was out there, when I was struggling so hard.

So I ended up – I mean, there are so many things that I did wrong that I, looking back, like shouldn't have had that energy drink.

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