Mm-hmm.

You know? But Noelle, I gotta hand it to her.

I mean, I, if you, when you see somebody truly stand on their faith and stand alone on their faith, like, it's awe-inspiring, you know? And, and she did.

And, you know, I didn't, I...

And she didn't even have that, like, love from me.

I, I was watering her away.

And, you know, everybody that she loves, her family, uh, everybody around her is saying, "Run, what are you doing?" And she's all alone just standing on her faith that this situation, that I'm gonna be healed, that our marriage is gonna be healed, alone.

Mm-hmm.

Did you have any idea of any of his, did you have struggles with addiction before?

Yeah.

So I struggled with addiction pretty much my whole adult life.

You know, I did the typical things and when a younger kid, you know, drinking, smoking marijuana, stuff like that, you know, but Real addiction didn't hit my life until I was in a motorcycle accident.

I was 20 years old, and I messed myself up pretty bad.

I broke my back.

I shattered my ankle.

And then I don't know if you can maybe kind

Okay, so we find another rehab.

So we find another one immediately.

We're, we're lo- we're, we're not lost on hope.

We're like, "All right.

We're just gonna do this again." So we found a place in Nashville.

Um, okay, we didn't really have the money, but we bought a plane ticket.

We got me signed up, and I was on the next thing smoking to Nashville.

Mm-hmm