And just when we think we know a little bit, we don't know shit,

okay? But what I do know is, we discussed this a little bit earlier, is the brain wants to breathe or we die so it can move.

But when we are in this crazy sympathetic state where we are just trying to prove something by fighting something, being loud, just whatever it may be.

Or we're in the hospital saying, you will never walk.

You will never do this.

And now you feel almost like a deflection, like, man, you don't know me.

I'm going to do this.

And then what are you looking for, like you did with me on the table? What are you looking for in a veteran specifically?