Mm-hmm.

And I think wanting to move forwards and in a relationship is different than just excusing and accepting what has, more just excusing-

Mm-hmm

... and after she said some pretty heinous things, [laughs] like, not all of it was shown as well.

That was a condensed version of what happened, and she said some pretty crazy stuff and made up some pretty insane lies.

And then the next day we had our MIVs, which is, like, the interviews that we do, and mine was before hers, and we ended up crossing paths.

Yeah.

Um, that we're all really hard workers, and really business-focused women.

And, you know, there's a lot that goes into the success that we have, and it's not easy, and it's not something that has just come about.

You know, we've worked really hard for that.

So I hope the people can see that.

[laughs]

But, like, who knows? I'll keep doing this for as long as it serves me and for as long as I feel comfortable doing it.

Um, but yeah, I'm definitely using it, I'm trying to use this as an ex- as an experience? [laughs] As a situation where I can just try and get as much as I can and build a future for me and my family, and just have a beautiful future where I'm not having to worry about bills or work or anything like that.

But I wanted to know, did you find that once you joined OnlyFans, it actually helped your body image or do you think it made it worse?

Um, when I actually started OnlyFans, I was at my skinniest.

So I was feeling great then.

I was like, yeah, showing off all the angles that there was.

And I was happy as Larry.

but then during the time I was on OnlyFans I did go through some health struggles and put on quite a bit of weight and I feel like it was sort of half and half it helped in the way that I knew I wasn't as hideous as I thought because there were still thousands of people paying to see me naked and there was great reviews so I was like okay obviously it's not as bad as I think it is or how I feel about myself so it definitely helped in that but I think I definitely did struggle a lot with still taking the content.

And then as well with like socials, I couldn't do much because I would only film from like here up.

Okay.