Possibly there's a bit of unforgiveness there.

Yeah, I would think that would be only natural.

[gentle music] I look at Jean and I feel a great deal of empathy for her.

One thing I always bore in mind that, that if my father loved her, she was a good woman.

The thoughts that keep running through my mind is, you know, the times, the war, the love affair, the youth, having a child at, in that particular time when you didn't have a husband ready at hand.

You know, the decisions she had to make at that time, you know, after John was born, you know, to adopt.

That's something that men have a hard timeAssimilating, you know? That was tough on her, very tough on her.

What does it feel like to walk in his shoes here? Has it made you feel close to him?