I'm a jobbing actor, but I'm not in my purpose, not doing anything that I really love.

Totally.

Yeah, it was very incremental.

You know, it really took a while and a lot of, you know, I had to really gather a lot of evidence to be like, okay, no, this is, this is not the right thing for me.

But it was like, you know, the promise of the thing to come and you're kind of building on this thing.

You've invested so much time into it.

You know, you've trained to do this.

Like, what were the elements that came together? Or was it just a burnout that made you again say, I have to say no?