So

how did things deteriorate even more? So I, I think the first sign that I knew things were not going to go well, like I knew that for whatever reason I had landed on like the shit list, uh, was the, the chief, uh, assigned myself and the driver on the shift to go through the gear room and find gears with holes in it, like turnout gear with holes in it and get rid of it.

And, uh, and so I found my own gear had a hole in it.

I already knew that, but it had holes in it.

And so I told the chief, uh, that my gear had holes in it.

And I was like, do you want me to get rid of my gear? You know, that has holes in it.

And he said, yes.

Yeah, and you actually, you're seeing things that are just completely wrong, not even just what's going on with you, but you're seeing your other brothers on your department also getting some bad treatment as well.