And how do you reckon with that? um and all those all these things and i guess as artists we write songs and we make um make stories and things like that there's no question there but i'm just there's no yeah no

i mean it's true i mean it's like i mean geez you think about being that young you know being being 20 i i can't remember who said it i can't remember where this quote came from it may have come from a terrible source and i'm so not a literary i'm so not literary that i never remember who said what but i latch on to these snippets and isms every now and again but like the quote is something to the effect of like there's never been a young person who didn't believe on some level that they were going to live forever right and it's like it's like you know, it's only with the benefit of hindsight that you realize how fleeting everything is something that seems to take up like an entire, you know, season of your lifetime.

You look back and you're like, Oh, that was like two years in my early twenties.

And it's like, that's like nothing.

That was nothing.

But it was, it consumed me for that time and it felt endless.

It felt like it was going to last forever.

And had I had a smartphone or some sort of video camera or something, I would have been able to... capture it but at the same time it probably wasn't that important you know what i mean if i'm remembering these things you know yeah