
River Ward
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Oct 21, 2026
I'm an Agnostic. I Read Every Religion's Holy Book. | River Ward's Journey from Christian Apologetics to Agnosticism
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7:00CadeHOST
You know, there's
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7:03River WardGUEST
So I just started, like, clicking around and I was like, oh, shoot, I really gotta start reading about other religions.
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7:10River WardGUEST
And yeah, so that's kind of, I think, the event that made me realize, like, oh, there's, like, a lot more to study in religion than just Christian apologetics.
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7:26River WardGUEST
So, I kind of like always maintained like an interest from there, but it was like kind of just watching a YouTube video here and there.
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7:35River WardGUEST
But I think when I was about 22, I picked up The World's Religions by Houston Smith.
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20:54CadeHOST
comparison was like well so what exactly do you mean by it and it took so much time to listen and go like i i don't think they conceive of everything is perfect in the same like or let them be anathema way that some of the catholic councils have have conceived of um and so you're talking about going through through daoism it's it's opening your idea to god and in much more mystery what came after daoism for you and how did that shape your own view of of what religion could be