yeah

for sure more jiu-jitsu i do um the more pain discomfort i was in so i went to go and see a specialist and had a mri um x-ray and he came back a couple of days later and he was when i went back for the results and the guy was like you've had x y and z you've had it jail three or four and then so not really knowing what he meant By that, I was like, well, like I explained what I do.

And he goes, yeah, you can't squat.

You can't deadlift or do any of that again.

And I think it was more with where I was during my kind of journey.

Like that was heartbreaking.

And I remember I didn't drive at the time.

and