Yeah.

And so then I started realizing that I was taking it back home with me.

So my threat levels were very elevated.

I was very anxious.

We'd be cycling along with the boys on bikes.

And in my head, a whole film would be playing out of tragedy, one kid.

And I'll tell you, it's horrific, but I'll tell you to give you an idea of what was going on inside my head.

And so you've got a new job now? So I've got new freelancing