And the

silver lining in this particular event is that I have no strings attached.

I can discuss whatever I want.

I don't even have to worry about violating HIPAA because all of these medical records and documents were provided in a court of law, including my incident reports, just hundreds and thousands of pages of evidence and information that we normally don't ever get a chance to.

to assess and look at and really learn from.

And learning from them is the point.

We don't get a chance to do that because we are restricted in so many ways.

And yeah, it's just hard.