Mm.

And, you know, I just seem to have married all my boyfriends.

That's, that's really the, the truth.

I mean, I've not...

I wish I'd played the field and, you know, been, taken advantage of, you know, my, my youth and, and the situations I found myself in, but I was just always chose to be married.

I was never happier than being, being married to, to someone.

But-

Do you think so? Was, was it a good example of a marriage, or?

Yes

... and a half years ago.

And so I, I do suffer from depression, and that's something that is...

I mean, I'm a very joyful person, and I'm so grateful to, for all the blessings that I've had in my life, but there's this, there's a sadness, and I'm trying to cry already.

And I always attributed it to things not working out with my partners and, and that I had my children with, and I thought that that was the reason that I was carrying a, a bit of pa- pathos.

And what was brought to my attention was the trauma that I was going through as a child.

'Cause I was told at the age of six my mother was gonna die.

[laughs] Love the way that that is, like, the thing you notice the most.