daddy this is my um my shield oh

cool i'm just on the phone for a second okay buddy do you want to go back downstairs That's sweet though.

I feel like when you have something else that will take your entire focus, it pulls you out of the stress of whatever the other thing is.

I even found at school that was the case.

I didn't have enough hours to be half-assing it.

If I was training, I needed to be very focused on training.

And then if I was at the library and I was like dialed and then you just couldn't be thinking about your bad session or congratulating yourself on your good squat you did.

Do you remember a point where you thought to yourself or you identified that you would be able to make a career or a living out of it?

Yeah.

So basically what it is, is one of the top chambers of my heart gets a signal that just repeats faster.

Um, and then it, it, it tries to beat much faster than the rest of my heart.

Cause your heart beats like in sequence, right? All the chambers be kind of one after another and that's how it pushes blood out through.

So, but if you're one chamber keeps kind of contracting, it can't fill.

so no, no new blood gets in or not, not enough.

So your ejection fraction goes way down.

Did it feel like that?