Mm.

And the idea, this picture came to mind on the screen of my mind of a book for people that had lost a baby, and I thought it was kind of strange because I didn't know the first thing about writing a book.

I'd done a lot of writing in graduate school and research, but I didn't know a thing about writing a book.

And so I talked to a friend of mine who was a published author probably 20 years ahead of me, k- a mentor, and she said, "I want, I want that story on my desk by Monday."

Mm.

But it takes time for the body, soul, and spirit to process these major changes that have happened.

It's like if you have, you know, we have maps in our brain from all the neurological processes that have happened up until this point in time, and so those mental maps, when something catastrophic happens like the loss of a baby or a divorce or some kind of a m- major loss, all those mental maps that have been forged for years-