How have you dealt with that? Has it gotten easier? Has it gotten harder? Yeah.

The guilt is immense.

And I think a big, big, like anyone who has a partner who's staying at home, like with their kids when they're touring, it's like they're as much a part of your whatever, whatever degree of success you've had.

even if it's just sustaining your career as a working musician, your partner deserves a very big chunk of the credit for your success because it's just either you're a completely absent parent or if you're trying to kind of juggle the two things and do it well, it's like you need to have a partner who is on the same page as you or the feeling that you're rowing in the same direction together So it's hard.

And it's hard in different ways at every stage of the process.

Even though I will say again, getting to do music for a living is amazing.

And, you know, it's not...

agency.