[laughs]

...

but, you know, you get through 'em.

I still loved my life, you know? I still had a lot of fun.

Um, anyways, it, it, it comes time to pick where I wanted to go, and I, you know, I, I was excited about some colleges.

I wasn't about others.

And because I had so much joy and love for the current place that I was in, I honestly didn't wanna go anywhere, and I wasn't too excited about any of the decisions I made.

Why was the no contact thing important?