So how do you like get into preaching mode when it's been two months since your last sermon?

This is the... love this question thank you because i think i might love your answer i think we'll see this is why and you mentioned it it's why it might be so special when you get them the random person up to teach because at least for me i can just speak for myself but like it drives me to my knees like with fear and trembling and prayer in the best way like i mean that because i'm like lord you know this isn't something i have in the queue all the time you know this isn't something i'm like adapted to or like really ready for or in a rhythm of doing and like you know it's going to go on top of everything else that i'm doing in my life and work and family like and so it's like this plea as much as i am excited and like being and sharing with the church right i'm not i'm not like afraid of being on stage or sharing in the church in that way but and so i but i also don't like need it and so i i it's such a heavy thing in my heart and mind still where i have to drag it to the god and be like Lord, you're going to have to say something like you're going to have to help me put this together.

And then puzzle piece, because I don't have the, the muscle memory to put the message together.

Like all these other guys do that are like next step, next step, next step.

Right.

Like, so that sounds like such a classic Christian answer, but dude, I pray a lot.

Because I'm like, Lord, you know that I don't have a lot of time to do this and I don't practice it very much.

Like what a, what a, um, unique situation to set you guys up for success.

Yeah.

And I remember very, very, very distinctly, like God brought these certain people back into my life that I had friendships with at the church when I was growing up.

And and then I I was so scared.

I just started lying.

So I don't think this is the right way to go about it.

But I just started telling all my party friends, like, hey, I can't party anymore.

Like if I get caught again, I'm going to be in more trouble.

Any takeaways or fun memories from that?