Yeah.

Being an, being an athlete, I had a...

I was always wanting to improve myself, which I, which I l- later realized much later is I, I had a really deep profound sense of not being good enough for myself and the world.

And when I tell people that, they go, "Oh." But, like, my, my personal reaction to it was, you know, challenge accepted.

All right, if I'm not good enough, I'm going to build this to be something great.

I'm going to make it great.

I'm going to control it.

Uh-huh.